Monday, December 26, 2011
My dive into the vortex
After all that hard work and time to lose 51 lbs...I got into a mode and fed into my emo. Literally gave up.
I have not weighed myself, but I'm feeling 10lbs maybe worse?
We are talking noodles, stuffing, nachos, cornbread, eating after sleeping at 3 am, Chili with crackers...Oh and then I kicked in with non diet soda. Some fat buritos from Pepe's, Animalized In and Out double doubles. And I could not pass up the bucket margarita bring home thing. Xbox 360 marathoning. OMG Elder Scrolls Oblivion is just my kinda geek RPG game.
I could blame it on the season, or blame it on others who pig out and be merry all before me...but no I just fell into the vortex.
The official weigh in will be on the 1st. If there is a way to crap or flush this out...maybe the weigh in will not be so shameful!
A good thing is that on the 5th of December, I got a beach cruiser bike from my daughter for my 54th birthday!
And I feel like shit. I can feel that carbs and me do not agree. I am so ashamed.
I realize it had to be the Christmas emo...that did this to me. Because now that it is over...it is like I woke up from a sleep walk to the refrigerator.
I am joining two challenges to start the year right. And the YMCA when my money comes in after New Years!