Monday, August 1, 2011
what day is it? 110? Wow!
I needed to wallow in my non blogging non diet misery for a spell. I am BACK!
To not whine with too much details...we all know our emotions affect us...at least some of us...and not only do we have to fight the food temptations, but the emotional habits we developed some frakking how. Whether it be comfort or punish...it is a bitch, right? And so am I sometimes..more than my share of times!~ LOL!
I have seen a lot of good movies...and did not even hardly explore the foods that I am not allowed...So it was not really cheating...just with the flood in North Dakota preventing us from moving. The added money really not a salvation...it gets spent. The 17yr old pregnant couple cousin in laws staying with us since May...and their gonads are mature, but they are not. They compete for my daughters attention and act like guests. My daughter having been a teen mother, as well is kind of eating up the attention and she has two groupies. She is lonely because her man is gone up in North Dakota a 12hr drive from here. The prego teens only have done a dish washing or house cleaning only on occasional prompting. When the kids wake up before 9 am the expecting mom snaps at them and says she is trying to sleep. OMG...so even with my daughter's permission, we make sure we wake up to make some added noise to bother their slumber. Put on PBS and prevent them from logging on directly to Facebook so they can emo post about it. Well they have stopped emo posting since there is another emo poster way worse in the family circle getting in a bunch of trouble for her lack of respect and lack of appreciation. I guess it is harsh to suddenly change the opinion that they are no longer kids...so stay the frack away from the crayon popsicles I bought my grandbabies! And now that they have grown into procreating "adults" they can bitch at the grandbabies for eating snacks before dinner, as the candy and kiddy snacks and milk disappear into their don't need to ask belllies. And I am not their doggie sitter. Yes...they have a dog and it does not like being left alone at home and when it did, it ate the framework off the door and tore up a bunch of stuff....He is a cute dog, though, so I am stealing his affections since he is with me 24-7 like I have with all the home dogs here!
Oh and the grand mere mother in law is frakking with me on Facebook. She just joined this family tree app and requested that I accept being labeled her mother in law. OMG she is my son in law's mom. If anything I categorized as sister. She is one of those large women who is not large as you (she thinks) and not old as you and well better than you. She is a one upper. You buy a car she buys a newer one and gets personalized plate sort of one upper.Or if you revel in the fact that you went to a local cheap restaurant, she goes the next day to Red Lobster and brags about it. She only goes there to do this...not that it is something she normally does. You can make that woman do things just by doing and watch the predictable behavior.
Well...I lied...I whined and it is done! Now back to tracking and doing what I set out to do. Be a bloggie success story! (among the many that I so admire and appreciate they blog)!