Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Week 5 Day 2
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Update Las Vegas-
Still unpacking. Need to start tracking food and water again. I am not offering anymore help with money around here. I am not their bank. They think because I blog that I'll pay their cable hook up and monthly bill,but I have invested enough and this time I am not offering until things balance out. Consequently,today my emotions are not on the diet. I am in Vegas without even a chance to plug a roll of nickels. Yet the weather is summer like and I am going to checking out what's in walking distance.
A thing I have contemplated is that success in dieting is an accomplishment that surpasses all the haters and disbelievers. When you might be treated insignificant and old, just look in that mirror or continue that journey Cuz the insensitive fat fucks can all wish they could do it. Despite all their temptations flaunted and attempts to screw with your mojo.
I made a decision to not lounge around in vaggy grandma mode broke and braless at home. I am waking up early, showering, and putting on makeup after doing a session of those Pilates videos I saved on my computer from YouTube. Attitude needs to be positive and directed towards my goal to lose weight.
I met up with my 41 yr old stepson. I raised him from 8 when I married his dad at 21. I hate to be negative, but I have a hard time liking his wife. I don't want to elaborate,but she rubs me wrong. W