I just don't know if I am just self destructive or what? It seems that in my attempts to block out life's current stresses, I am a zombie walking eating machine.
The son in law(daddy of my 3 little grand babies and 25 yrs old) up and quit his job. I put my SUV in auto loan to get him going there and they never paid it back so it is waiting to be towed. They had their 2nd vehicle towed and when still working they got another but 3 days later he quit his job, so the luckily returned it without being considered a repo on their recently cleaned by bankruptcy credit. He had 1 and a half months working a 5 grand a month job. Just enough to straighten up the bad credit and dump their debt. He got an offer from a guy to make more and went off yesterday on borrowed money from me. He had invested 2 grand into the new job because the dude who owned the water truck was "partnering" him. He went on it with blind faith. There was a delay but yesterday was the day of deliverance or not. Well...they had some issue with the hire on and he won't be working with them. He is coming home to no money and building bills.
Then the scooter accident escalated to cellulitis not to be confused with cellulite as all us chubby girls know what THAT is. All my personal money gets spent...and then when I think I get ahead there is another crisis.
I spent the afternoon blasting Supertramp. One of my favored late 70's bands. Breakfast in America and Crisis What Crisis are appropriately my opera at the moment. LOL. This session got my head out of the fridge. I feel better with lots of clutter put up and away the house is spotless.
- To overcome the emotional eating disorder I surely have. Apply emotions to constructive efforts NOT destructive eating vegging patterns.
- Keep a smile on my face.
- Find a way to blog with pending internet disconnect.
- Sit on Santa's lap and NOT hear him groan as much. LOL