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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Week 10 Day 2


 Monday, I was still in a oh I can eat that cracker mode. Tuesday, I got on the scale to keep me in check. I saw the unmentionable damage done. Time to "Reboot". I got back on "My Fitness Pal" and started tracking my food, water and carbs. Excuse me I need to go pee right now....

I screwed up on the coffee end. I took frozen coffee and put it in the "Magic Bullet" with some "International Delight" French Vanilla creamer. I later realized there is 6 carbs per tablespoon of this. So, I  totally FRAPPED up that one. So tomorrow I will do better.

At this point of my diet, if I do not start some exercise I am just being lazy and acting old. I need to explore more options beyond walking the grandkids to school. Maybe walking them, then not coming back for an hour. Just walking around exploring this neighborhood. I should do that on trash day. LOL Man I love curbside freebies.



Each and every family has their way of adorning the tree. Some have specific rules on when as well as how the tree is going to look. When I had my tree with my young children, I insisted on a variety of ornaments mostly toy like. With every angle, you can find something new to look at. I also insisted that we make popcorn and cranberry garland. It was a production line of finger pricking (ouch) that would make us always laugh.  At it's best we would party and have eggnog and of course Christmas music all around. There were a couple of times I let the kids just go at it with a friend. Even let them put tinsel on the tree because they said they saw some and wondered.

My mother liked everything matching. As a child our tree was of all gold ornaments and gold garland. Never changing and we kids only started helping when older. My mother had bought a designer living room when I was 5 and she wanted white carpet. She would only allow adults to socialize in it...well it is a long story of a fastidious drinking upwardly mobile socialite kind of mom. I love her. She still has the furniture. And the "living" room only gets signs of life with company.  to this very day.

My youngest daughter inherited her matching tree philosophy. This photo is of a white tree with silver and pink. They went shopping for a good part of the kid's gifts. With the move and harder times behind, she wanted the kids to know this year it is set and abundant. Even in the past, with not that much she had managed to create an abundance for them. I am proud of that. It is not all about gifts, but the kids feel good about it.

When asked of his religious beliefs, my son in law says "He believes in Jesus, The King James Version Bible and the gun". I guess they are Republican...lol. I am open minded and get along with all kinds of people. Mostly by not challenging their beliefs with a "Let It Be" stance.

Monday, November 28, 2011

CHALLENGE UPDATE Week 11 it is!



THIS IS MY CHALLENGE UPDATE. I AM TRYING TO TUNE BACK INTO THE WEIGHT LOSS FREQUENCY. PLEASE STAND BY!


I have not quit. I just have not been strong. I allowed myself to get caught up in emotion and environment. I am good today. It is because being on the journey, my conscience is aware of that and I am not a total disrespectful person. I just foo foo'd. And now I must pay. Of course I do not want to see what the scale says about it. 

My birthday is coming up. I imagine that I would love to get a rub at a genie lamp, or a pro bono  plastic surgeon...errrr that is about my same age with salt and pepper hair, fits into his jeans nicely and digs "Sir Mix A Lot" and does not need Viagra!  I could use all sorts of operations performed...and then I would think about the plastic surgery. LOL.

Here is a nice old guy who does not talk much as well! LOL

Friday, November 25, 2011

Found some Mojo

Sick with a head cold, I slept on my guilt. I came up with a personal challenge. If you see the countdown to 2012 to the right, that is how many days we have left of this year. I was hoping on 100 lbs lost at least this year. Yet I had emotional set backs. I let the emotions get the best of me this past 2 weeks, as well. I needed to find my dieting zen and I believe a picture edit and a personal goal is in need.

Twelve pounds is doable by 2012! And tell me is that design all so cool? I really love the Text Art on that My Memories Suite. You can do so much more with font. And to position it is a cinch!

Anybody who wishes to join in, can just grab the picture. It is the last time in 2011 to set a goal of sorts. Why not 12 by 2012?

PLEASE STAND BY

THIS DIET BLOG HAS BEEN TEMPORARILY PUT ON STAND BY. THE PRODUCER OF THIS PROGRAM IS OUT SEEKING MOJO LOST. THIS PROGRAM WILL RESUME WHEN THE SCALE SHOWS 52 LBS LOST OR MORE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE!


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

FREE GIVEAWAY


TIS THE SEASON. SURELY YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO WOULD WANT A PROGRAM THE CAN MAKE THIS KIND OF SLIDESHOW, VIDEO, INTERACTIVE PAGE PEELING DIGITAL ALBUM?

i HAVE A FREE COPY TO GIVE AWAY. NO OBLIGATION OF MONEY. THEY HAVE REGULAR TEMPLATE AND RESOURCE GIVEAWAYS ON THEIR WEB SITE. MANY DIGITAL SCRAPBOOK HOBBY BLOGGIES DESIGN AND SELL THEIR TEMPLATES OR GIVE THEM AWAY FOR FREE. THERE ARE FREE RESOURCES ON GOOGLE...YOU CAN ACTUALLY CHOOSE AUTO LOAD PICS AND NOT HAVE TO DO A THING BUT LOAD AND SAVE!

IF YOU WIN YOU CAN DOWNLOAD IT DIRECTLY OFF THE WEBSITE. http://www.mymemories.com/



i WILL BE USING A RANDOM NUMERAL GENERATOR ON THE COMMENTS TO SELECT THE WINNER. YOU CAN COMMENT BELOW TO ENTER!

How thankful I am!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Thanksgiving


TIS THE SEASON. SURELY YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO WOULD WANT A PROGRAM THE CAN MAKE THIS KIND OF SLIDESHOW, VIDEO, INTERACTIVE PAGE PEELING DIGITAL ALBUM?

i HAVE A FREE COPY TO GIVE AWAY. NO OBLIGATION OF MONEY. THEY HAVE REGULAR TEMPLATE AND RESOURCE GIVEAWAYS ON THEIR WEB SITE. MANY DIGITAL SCRAPBOOK HOBBY BLOGGIES DESIGN AND SELL THEIR TEMPLATES OR GIVE THEM AWAY FOR FREE. THERE ARE FREE RESOURCES ON GOOGLE...YOU CAN ACTUALLY CHOOSE AUTO LOAD PICS AND NOT HAVE TO DO A THING BUT LOAD AND SAVE!

IF YOU WIN YOU CAN DOWNLOAD IT DIRECTLY OFF THE WEBSITE. http://www.mymemories.com/



i WILL BE USING A RANDOM NUMERAL GENERATOR ON THE COMMENTS TO SELECT THE WINNER. YOU CAN COMMENT BELOW TO ENTER!

How thankful I am!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Week 10 Day 1-Update

I have not been on plan all week. Not like I porked out or anything, but I had some things that were not part of my low carb plan. More importantly, I have not been on top of my water. I really feel that drinking the amount of water I had been in the past makes for a sure thing when also limiting my carbs and calories.

I need not get into the emotional issues around me in this house with the in-law just turned "adult" visitors.

I wake up early and take the kids to school. I also pick them up. It is my daily walking. That I am doing right and regular. The weather is just great here. Locals would say it is cold, but I like the desert in the winter.

I hope to be surprised on next update day. So I will not weigh in today it could just add to my bad feelings. If I were to step on the scale, it would either show a gain or very little weight loss. I am sure of it.

I need to catch up on my blog visits. I will be talking/posting less and reading more. Sooo....
I won't be posting until next update. I really have this same shit different day attitude on my diet. I need to hear more and talk less. Oh and do more.

I wish each and everyone of my bloggie friends a happy holiday or if it is not a holiday for you, a great week.

Good journey!
Susan (aka Bluezy)

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Week 9 Weekend

Just a bit of a LOL project I did today...


Harvested in my backyard, my backyard grass has been found to be an effective immunity booster, a digestive aid, a colon cleanser, a weight-loss aid - and it helps improve the health of your heart and prostate, too!
The special environment provided in MY backyard created just the right super diet phenomenon known to this continent (soon to go international). 

www.mowdollars4me.com




So here is the deal. Again we are burdened with the just turned 18 momma and baby daddy visiting us. OMG Like don't they need to go to school or get a job? Instead they are here pulling the same shit they did when they stayed with us prior to the baby being born. Lay around, make a mess, use the laptop all day long, texting, eating and leaving messes. I mean, they can eat, but eat when we serve them. They wait around saying that they will eat in just a bit and then dig into it after we have cleaned up. They do not clean their mess. It is TWISTED I say TWISTED!


I am off plan. It is actually self destructive and immature. I am going to lie to them and say I lost 5 lbs this week.  I don't even want to look. I  think maybe a pound off ? Actually, I have been off. I have not drank my waters right, and I ate a bunch of cookies with bad intentions looking at the girl and hoping she thinks I am a fat bitch and takes it home with her to tell the hater Aunt. This is the Aunt who is nice to you then calls you a fat bitch to everybody else.  She is fat, too, but I am supposedly fatter. I know I am falling apart with anger!

I want to be the topic of envy or question by those haters>>>"But I saw her eating cookies like a pig, how can she lose all that weight?" Ah hah! Watch me assholes! TWISTED back atcha!

Friday, November 18, 2011

Week 9 continued.

GIVING THANKS

Continuing the reasons of giving thanks to my 51 lbs of weight lost so far...
Reason #2 - I am thankful that I am lighter on my feet. I used to go down the stairs like my grandma. One foot down stop next foot on same step then repeat (I am sure that you know what I mean). I now just walk down the stairs normally. I can do the distance on a walk, but I have limited myself to one mile or two. It is just laziness. But I can walk and not appear to be suffering. 

I asked my daughter if I could be the one to walk the kids to school daily. I wake up early. Make sure I look good enough to not scare the kids (lol) and make sure I leave just in time to keep us at a good pace. Tuesday through Thursday it is a mile and a half total because my grandson goes to early tutoring to catch up to Nevada schools. He is almost there. I will have to find some other casual everyday thing to do and include my grand kids. 

Maybe dancing...you need to check out this kid. He is a fat kid wearing a speedo dancing and dancing good to LMFAO "I'm Sexy And I Know It". He even does the splits and some break dance moves!  At first I thought when it was shown to me...hey I don't want the FBI red flagging my IP because the kid is in a speedo dancing...but omg he dances so good!  "At the beach I wear my speedo to tan my cheeks" is part of the song.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Week 9 Day 1

Constructed using the awesome My Memories Suite 2!
I am so gonna put my metamorphosis  photo in between wings
dressed like the Life Magazine Flapper I shared months ago!
IN FULL COLOR!













 Week 9 already?
How time flies! The ticker increased to 51 lbs lost so far. Considering it has been 2 week...ehhhh you know I was slacking compared to my past weeks of 3-5 lb losses. I seem to lose then pause then lose again. Whatever as long as the direction is down. I could do better, though. 1 lb for this 2 week period, then!
I am back to reality after the move. Crammed this week with diet "sense and sensibility" ( beautiful scenery in the 1995 movie with Emma Thompson btw).

Witnessed a pizza orgy, pizza rolls being nuked regularly for snacks, biscuits and gravy, a carrot cake birthday cake, and a big bbq that included two types of macaroni salad!  I made a romaine iceberg tossed salad with some carb friendly ingredients. I ate only a burger without the bun and a hot dog. Oh and the new adult family members are back with out the dog, but with baby and two more relatives! They are better mannered this time. They are staying the month! Tis the holidays! I only mentioned the above witnessing not out of mourning. I had no problem with it all. I know what I want and I want the transformation!
MY NSV  moment was receiving g-mail from Liz Gardner of My Memories including my blog in their "free giveaway promotion"! I am stoked and honored. I have peeked and poked around the software and have concluded that it is not a farce-THIS PROGRAM ROCKS! I would not steer you wrong my inspirational bloggie followers!  It was like manna via gmail for me. Rewarding me for my 50 lbs (eh hem now 51 lbs) lost!

Throughout the week I will be dedicated to the "My Memories Suite2" program (MMS2). It is not a prerequisite. I just want to give this program all that I know! I can already see how it makes blog designing so much easier. I like my design, but I always have badges, sidebar stuff and pictures I like to adorn. I especially like the "Word Art Designer" reminiscent of my Microsoft Publisher days, but much more easy to use and more options!. I will use this often and you will see! I used it on the header pic to my post!

The thing is that Microsoft and Adobe cost up the yin yang. MS Publisher costs $117 and Adobe Photoshop CS5 costs four hundrend and effing eighty nine bucks!!  These are the listed prices on Amazon!

SO ARE YOU READY TO TRY TO WIN A FREE PIECE OF SOFTWARE?
You can have it mailed on disk or you can download it! Whoo hoo!
 Please state that you want to join the give away in the comment section!

It would make a great gift for yourself or someone you know who scrap books or likes digital art and design.
And if you don't win, you can still buy it for 10 bucks cheaper with my special promo code! It costs before the promo code $39.97 plus $7.11 in shipping, but you can download it and avoid shipping costs!

Some screen shots showing you the many buttons that are
pretty easy to figure out yet the tutorials are the bomb!
You can make multi paged albums and include music-Yes Music!
And there is more. You can make a video. It is all there and easy to use.
I will demo through the week. It will surely keep me from the fridge!
MMS2 has so much built into a user friendly interface at a very reasonable price. One-FREE TO THE WINNER OF THE GIVEAWAY. Two-a $10 promo discount to any of my bloggie friends! And let me tell you I am not pushing it. It needs no pushing.  There are a lot of scrap booking enthusiasts (my daughter is one) and blogs out there. One in particular did a tutorial. I have the know how to do a YouTube tutorial, but why try to do something that is already done? And so well by an established blogger scrap and design artist?
Toque from The Pink Toque Blog who just had a lovely baby 2 weeks ago!


Saturday, November 12, 2011

This is Nartional Hunger and Homeless Awareness Week

Last year I got on the Blogger Unite cause wagon. I am dedicating my blog today for another cause.

Each year, one week before Thanksgiving, National Coalition for the Homeless and the National Student Campaign Against Hunger and Homelessness co-sponsor National Hunger and Homelessness Awareness Week. During this week, a number of schools, communities and cities take part in a nationwide effort to bring greater awareness to the problems of hunger and homelessness.

I am reblogging my last year's post. I just can't seem to do any better than that. I was homeless for a short term in 1999-2000.. I sent my kids to their dad. The place I lived and my counterculture lifestyle backfired on me and my children were at risk. I battled for my bohemian hippyesque life until I realized my kids were being exposed to some hard stuff. I did a "NesTea" plunge homeless, broke and with out my 3 kids into God's World. This all started right after Thanksgiving 1999. We had an abundant and loving Thanksgiving with my 13, 11 and 6 yr old and then I released my life into God's plan. I lost my 6 yr old son in the process. The inlaws did not want to give him back and ostracized me. He turns 18 on Dec. 18 and what is so miraculous is he lives just up a ways in NW Las Vegas. It is real how God just drives your spiritual vehicle to where it needs to be! (teary eyed typing).

From 2010:
For Cheryl Scovel (Digital Memory)

November 14th through November 20th 
During this week of Awareness..
Give to your local missions or shelters!
Help them expand the love of God
In a way that it is needed
Food and Shelter
And unconditional kindness

Get a playlist!


In 1999, I became homeless.  My experience was life changing.  I met so many interesting people who were just as down and out.  Some were wanderers and hopped from mission to mission.  Others, were like me, no job and had a personal life fall out.  I was lucky and thankful to the Bakersfield Rescue Mission and the Crossroads Mission of Yuma, Arizona.  Feeding, clothing and shelter.  I was able to shower and do laundry.  I also had resources available for free bus passes and employment assistance.

I was never hungry.
In fact, we ate so much that I imagined the neon sign that read "Jesus Saves" should of included "Jesus Feeds".
They didn't treat us like pigeons to get us to hear the word. They just were there and friendly.  They didn't make us feel like lost sheep or guilty that we might of lost faith.
I was never afraid.
 I was fortunate to be in a smaller metro area with a shelter. In Bakersfield, I made a friend-Cheryl. She had a smile and a walk that when she passed by the flowers would blossom. She smiled at me as I was behind her going to the dining hall. She said to me, "If any of those guys back there are looking at my ass, you tell them they owe me a dollar". We began to be friends after that.  
And she was happy in a place you would think happy would have a hard time to find.

After being rejected applying for 40 plus jobs and being told that the Alaska fish industry recruiter was only looking for migrant farm workers...
Idecided to go to the Kern County Fair to join the carnival. I knew I could get work there and follow it. Cheryl and about 10 other homeless followed my lead. We followed the whole season with the carnival company.  

I had my own kiddy ride. It was the safari train you see pictured.  I had to put the tracks together.  You needed about 4 strong men to lift the cars.  I was lucky to have my own ride. The kiddy ride director (Benny) told us that being a Carnie is "the hardest work you will ever do being homeless". It was a Carnie camp out. Not everyone had housing. We would take our sleeping bags into some of the rides and sleep there. We ended in Northern California and dismantled our rides in the pouring rain.  It was like swimming. 

I was fortunate to have a circle of friendly people who were in the same situation. We all put together our money and at the end of the season rented a U-haul and hauled ourselves South like illegals in the cargo area. We went to the summer spot where Carnies go. There were two places Indio, CA or Yuma, AZ  I got a job in Yuma and decided not to follow the next season.


Crossroads Mission in Yuma, AZ Woman's Quarters.
Always a street wise good soul was by my side protecting me like a saint or an angel.  Cheryl set herself up at a motel in Yuma. I went to the Mission.

I failed to tell you Cheryl (as I suspected) was a prostitute.
She told a story how she was the Petroleum Pageant Queen in her local town in another time...She'd say she would see her children when they graduate. She always talked about guardian angels. I found her an angel pin that she wore like religion. Cheryl was surely an angel with dirty wings. She would say that she loved having sex, but men had to pay AND satisfy HER.  In her opinion she was not selling her body, she would put a money criteria to do something she normally did.  

She walked around town with me as I tried to find a conventional  job. We parted ways when I got my job. I was able to leave the Crossroads Mission. I heard she was getting married, then I heard she stole 2K of weed from her fiancee who was looking for her only to forgive her. She had come to see me earlier and we hugged and cried as she said goodbye on her way to Phoenix.  I didn't tell him that.

There was another angel named Dennis who looked like and thought he was Jesus and would cry because he would get horny.  He took over the charge of guardian.  Dennis helped me find an apartment next to some friends and stayed with me until he felt the sex building up then went back to the homeless shelter to be Jesus because he had a hard time being Platonic. Grinning with this memory... 

In my apartment, I would burn three Catholic candles.  A friend of a neighbor asked me what I did that for and I said "1 billion Catholics can't be wrong".  I just didn't know exactly why. Although raised a Catholic, I was not really devout as an adult. I would chuckle when I'd buy them and think 1 billion Catholics can't be wrong.  They burned a long time and gave a hint of heat in my studio apartment that was all I really needed in the Yuma winter time.  Then something DID happen. The person who asked me about the candles became my friend. He and his wife  lived down the road. That friendship turned  into a ride North bound.  Before we left, I went to the local Catholic church and left the heavier portion of my collection of heart rocks that I had found on my way to Yuma next to the St. Francis statue. 
Oh I failed to add that all through this homeless journey I would find heart rocks.
There was love everywhere!  
I kept only a select portable amount.
[picture source]

In the bigger cities, there are not always spots at the missions to accommodate all the homeless.  I was lucky. I had my angels.
My angels were real people with real lives that were not perfect, but were loving.  My description of them may spark a stigma in your mind (Prostitute and Schizo), but their reality and hearts were real. 

The true sad problem are "The Abandoned" or "The Loveless".  These are those that can't get into the shelters because of some rule or got kicked out because of one.  There are Nam Vets that live outdoors some remote area holed up because they came back not quite right. There are also the mentally ill that roam the streets because the system hasn't caught up with them, or they scored just high enough to qualify for release, get a 'nut check' (social security), but come out to ride the bus and wander the streets talking to themselves or that imaginary friend next to them.  One could look deeper and there are drug and alcohol addicts and broken souls from tragedy that they dare not share. Addiction and despair and insanity all live there. 

You can get robbed, raped or killed as prey in the dark shadows.
I teetered on the edge of danger many times, but a force of goodness just kept me from falling.  There are good people in the dregs where you would think good would have a hard time to find.


All through my personal homeless experience I discovered:
I was never hungry. I was never afraid.  There is love everywhere! There are good people even in the dregs.
  • It is no use walking anywhere to preach unless our walking is our preaching. 
  • For it is in giving that we receive.
  • Where there is charity and wisdom, there is neither fear nor ignorance. 
  • I have been all things unholy. If God can work through me, he can work through anyone. 
  • Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.
  • A real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
All above quotes are from:
Giovanni Francesco di Bernardone 
aka St Francis Of Assisi
 1182 – 1226

      Post script:  I found a person with Cheryl's last name on FaceBook that lived in her home town (where she once was the  Petroleum Pageant Queen) and was told by the son who never knew her that she had died two years ago.  The lifetime of drugs finally caught up with her was the epitaph emailed to me.  I am sad that she could not save herself and that she is most likely buried in Potter's Field. 
      I don't know what pain is deeper that of motherless children or childrenless mothers. 
      RIP Cheryl  2008

      It has been 12 yrs that I chose a sober lifestyle.
      Thank you for viewing my blog!
      Bluezy (Susan)

      Friday, November 11, 2011

      Week 8 Day 5

      GIVING THANKS

      It has been a while since I started my diet. I had anticipated a quicker weight loss. 28 weeks to a 50 lb loss was a long haul. I am thankful that I had arrived. I am listing as days go by reasons I am thankful for my recent weight loss.

      Reason 1: I can reach my ass to wipe better.

      Sorry to appear crude, but I guess I am. And this may be TMI, but it is so real. Let me tell you when I had reached the point of straining, if not missing my ass when wiping, I had to go through a process. At home, I had my showerhead  that detaches. I used it like an extendable "bidet". I realized when this became a problem, why my grandmother had her can next to the toilet. She would fill it with water and I would hear the sound of water pouring into the toilet. I never knew what and why I would hear that sound as a child until the moment in my life where I could relate. In public, I would revel in the fact the toilet paper was sturdy and I could get a good wad going to reach. There was times that I would try to layer long lengths and try to floss my butt. Seriously pathetic, but real.

      The first time I saw a Bidet, I was 10 at a hotel in Lima, Peru. The first time I saw a urinal, I was 9 at a university pool on the wall! On both occurrences I had my hands all in them questioning the purpose. My conclusion was baby bath? I almost tried to drink the water from the urinal...OMG. I am also the kid who got her tongue stuck on metal in the playground after a frost the first time I was in a cold climate! Duh!
      I would of so wanted that hat as well in second grade when it happened!
      Some luxury toilet seats go for $700 up to $1200! They have remote control and heated seats. Wow!  I noticed there are also attachable ones that are under $100. There are actually MANY YouTube videos on the topic!





      I am also thankful to Stormy @ The Big Butt Theory and Julie @ Taking The Fat Out Of Skinny for giving me the Versatile Blogger Award! 

      Rules are to thank the blog(s) that nominated you, reveal 7 things about myself and to pass it on to 15 bloggers.

      1. I was doing community service for a traffic ticket at the Library circa 90's. I was in the bathroom when a group from a tour of 5th graders came in yapping girl talk and all. I was already in a stall just doing number one. When I wondered how quick I could clear the bathroom by making fake loud farting sounds and a couple of moans. Instantly, the bathroom became silent. Not a laugh or a comment! By the count of 3, they left the bathroom. I came out and they were standing in the lobby and I rubbed my tummy then used the water fountain and left. I enjoyed that experiment!

      2.  I have double jointed fingers.

      3. I ate sea turtle in the late sixties. An act that many "greenies" would cry about. Being that they are endangered. I was just a kid and really did not know. We lived in Brazil at the time, but I think it was in Uruguay Or Peru where we ate it. It tasted like chicken, but not. 

      4. I have brown eyes.

      5. I tried to rent a horse in Washington at Ocean Shores beach in 2007. The lady told me there was a weight limit, but we could find some Clydesdale horses for rent at the next access. We went there and the guy renting said the woman had said that and sent us there to be mean. No one rented Clydesdales!

      6. I am a Sagittarius.

      7. The computer I use to stream, watch Netflix,blog, edit, and everything cost me 2 bucks at a yard sale. All we had to do is put in some ram and re-install windows.I am using it right now!

      Maybe the number 8 for me is that I am too lazy to research all the blogs I follow that may have already received this award, so I decided to give it to some new bloggers. It is not only to thank them for following my blog, but also to welcome them to the diet bloggie community!

      • Mary Caroline "Carrie @ Tales of a Junk Food Junkie  just started in November
      • Momma @  On My Way To Thin just started her weight loss blog in October. She has another blog and her little sister as well. There are links on Piece of My Heart (her main personal blog). An especially interesting post on her sister's blog [here] is about making a healthy change decision!
      • Virtual Paul deserves this award because of his true versatility of having a two blogs Fat Man Writing, Questions I Don't Have The Answer To  AND a Vlog on YouTube! 
      • I follow another Vlog "Watch My Butt Shrink"and I like visible portion of it and Jenn does a great job sharing her Low Carb journey. Her blog link is not working, so I am not sure if it is still up.
       Good diet. Good journey.
      Susan (aka Bluezy)

      Wednesday, November 9, 2011

      Week 8 Day 3

      Every time I think about the pilgrims, I think about the "puritan" woman. When I think about the "puritan" woman, I think about "Hester Prynne". I went through a post high school need to read the classics and among the many, I read "The Scarlet Letter".  I am so happy that I did.   As a romantic fiction written in 1850 by Nathaniel Hawthorne. My interpretation of the story leads to a simple moral that it was not punishment to openly bear/admit to one's human faults, where it was a slow death to hide/lie about such.

      Edit in :140 pacific time: OMG MY DAUGHTER WENT TO GO HIKING WITH HER FRIEND AND AS THEY LEAVE THEY SCOPE A CHAMPION ELIPTICAL CURBSIDE FREEBIE RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET FROM US. ALL THE ELECTRONICS DO NOT WORK, BUT A BOLT ON THE SIDE AND IT IS WORKING! FITS REAL NICE ON THE BACKYARD PATIO! WHOO HOO!
      omg I could never afford this model new. they run from 600-2000 bucks I feel blessed by an angel.


      So, we have the Halloween candy bacchanalia behind us! Now we are facing the festivities of Thanksgiving. I always loathed Thanksgiving due to the fact that I am a food addict/over eater. It seems that many years growing up with family getting together on Thanksgiving, it was always abundant. It seemed to give license to my over eating.
      Source link has how to make eucalyptus/leaf garland [here] So pretty!

      The house filled with the scent of the cooking turkey. If we were having a big crowd, we would also add a ham roast (as we will be doing this year) that we will cook the day before. Always our best recipes to side the course. Mounds of potatoes with pools of gravy. Piles of stuffing. And the PIES. Gotta have pumpkin and pecan. It is a tradition that has truly twisted into a condition if you are a fatty like me. No, no don't get me wrong. I am not blaming my over eating on years of family Thanksgiving..no it is just one more reason I was able to totally pork out. Believe me I could pile it daily. This year Thanksgiving WILL be different. It will be a sharing and a celebration of our good fortune and abundance, but not shoving it all into my mouth.

      Thinking further the overeating part could be thought of  so "New Worlder" ...considering history. Share today and take it all tomorrow. I have thought about history and how I would hope that I would not be a part of the slave driving,lynching, hanging and massacre hate of The New World.

      You know what I am thankful for?  Is how dieting these months I have learned some moderation. I go berserk on the binging so much less. And the cliche' fits - Eating to live not living to eat.

      Monday was hard, Tuesday was easier. I am slowly gaining back my mojo. Water is happening. I think I will recover the wildness of last week.

      Good journey. Good dieting.
      Bluezy (Susan)

      Monday, November 7, 2011

      Week 8 Day 1



      Not EVEN gonna face that scale this week. Mind you I know I reached that 50 lbs lost, but I have not been really on plan this week. I doubt I even gained due to the activity, but my water intake was lacking. And I ate meals with more carbs. I have company dieting this week coming, though. It was the agreement of me being one of the young girls. Party now...diet together later!


      So I did not pass the new city new food on pay day test. I had to do it now or never, I opted to do the now. This past week, opposed to my post of wanting to fast for peace, I got all caught up in the newness of things.

      It started with looking for some coffee. I usually can handle a breve latte sugar free on a low carb diet, but we sidetracked near the local Walmart and found a Tea House that served "Boba Tea". I have NEVER had it. Then they also had frozen "Mochi" balls. OMG I just could not resist. New food!  I had to broaden my personal database with some added culture on the food side! So then I thought...let me get this new thing out of my system. It will hopefully be behind me and not on my behind.

      I am so thankful for my bloggie support. I thought as I decided, that I did not want to disappoint you, but you also would understand. It might of even passed your mind when I posted of my move, that:
      Whoop. I am out of the Redneck Wilderness and in the Big City!  BOOM!


      Bubble tea is the name for pearl milk tea and other similar tea and juice beverages that originated in tea shops in Taichung city, Taiwan during the 1980s. Drink recipes may vary, but most bubble teas contain a tea base mixed with fruit (or fruit syrup) and/or milk. Ice-blended versions of the drinks, similar to slushies, are also available, usually in fruit flavors.
      One of the famous categories of bubble teas is "pearl milk tea" (also known as "boba milk tea" in America), which contains small chewy balls made of tapioca starch, called "Pearls" in Chinese (also known as "Fenyuan 粉圆" or "Zhenzhu 珍珠"). Pearls made of tapioca are also available in many places.

      when brewing these tapioca turn brown/black

      Mochi ice cream is a Japanese confection made from mochi (pounded sticky rice) with an ice cream filling.


      And I got to go Downtown baby! I saw the Fremont Experience. Went to a free concert just off of the Fremont X (got to see that as well) gambled three bucks broke even and stopped. I decided that a reward for weight loss will be due in May. We are going across on the Zip Line ride that goes above and across Fremont X. Walked a bunch because we got there early AND walked .6 miles back and forth to "Pawn Stars" and did not get to see any of the Harrisons or Chumlee. Saw the old man's desk.

      The free concert was called "Rock The Block with Awolnation". We had to get our pre-registered tickets by 5pm, but the gate opened at 8pm. It was a big lot in front of El Cortez. We had 3 hours to sight see walking. The concert had 5 bands including top ten band Awolnation. It lasted until 12:30 AM. I was impressed with a Scottish band named "Twin Atlantic". It was punk indie. I think that "indie" means independent label.  Lead singer Sam McTrusty is a handsome young "bas" (Scot slang for bastard) it is how they speak..he did at least.. The band had energy. I took this picture and "shopped" it neon for the Neon City I now live in. I thought the moment was camera worthy.
      Click to see larger-Sam McTrusty tying his no name no bling shoes keeping it real.
      After walking around from 5 pm then standing and dancing and swaying until 12:30, my piggies were screaming! I noticed my 23 yr old companions were a bit still and then when one said "my feet are killing me" I did not feel quite so old.
       Fortunately, I got smart. I was behind a girl who was right on the railing to the stage. I asked if I could just hold on to the railing a bit. I then did the hold one foot up thing then the other foot until my feet felt a whole lot better. I swear they had got so tired that they felt heavy and like they were gonna plant into the concrete!
      Those girls in front of me left after Awolnation did there first song. I was then right in front. Lead singer, Aaron Bruno started the top ten song "Sail" and jumped down in the area between the stage and that railing. I pulled my daughter up front thinking he was gonna shake hands. NO. He climbed on the rail and stood on it singing. Then he took a dive into the audience right where I had pulled my daughter from. The girl that had taken her place got knocked in the head hard (ouch) and lost her hat. My daughter's bff caught him with one arm (along with others) and he did that classic being held by the audience thing. BUT she said it felt like something popped in her shoulder. I asked her, "Well did you grope some of that rock star ass?" She says, "Hell yea I was squeezing all over that." LOL It was quite the memory on the way home. And remembering that girl with the hat Aaron fell on was really being a bitch to my girls. It came close to a cat scrap. Karma in the way of a rock star butt intervened. LOL. Sad, but true.

      Awolnation's hit crossed over to hip hop hits, but this band I will tell you thrashes like grunge era madness. They were wild and talented. All the bands were.

      I was not going to go to this concert and babysit, but last minute saved by the hubby came in the night before from the road. He doesn't like concerts. And it was free.

      Good journey. Good dieting. Back to plan this week.